The Big Cup of Eternal Emptiness, 34 x 40 x 29 cm, 2021

“That feeling of loneliness and aloneness never really goes away. Looking out into the wilderness and looking to see if I am adored and wanted and loved and cherished. And the awkwardness when those feelings are expressed to me and how uncomfortable I am about these and the thought as to whether I really deserve them. And so even when I get to the finishing line I prefer for it to be empty and for me to be alone as then I can understand it all and it all makes sense to me.”